Rumbles

 A lot of time I ask myself a question . what the heck with me ? how can the quietest one in the group is the one that is ridicule and as well as be said to making Girls' uncomfortable ? esp. since I don't even keep in touch or talk to them 

then it make think from another point of view, i am not from their church . that is the main reason .Not comfortable cause you cant share as i am here from different church . Since day 1 i joined i already have the feeling i wont be long as no friends and as well some new people that i am not close with there. 

2-3 years (MCO in between) how many new comers came and able to stay ? not a lot asking them this simple question why? even one of the sister's of one the members went to attend another one CG. 

At the end the main thing i can already say is that i am not part of the church and the same time i feel i already overstayed my time there , I can only say this , the word was use is to cut ties , fine i am ok with it and put into simple word. 

I am NOT going to wish you all the best , as i don't think it will help , the same time I hope no church leaders from different churches, will be unplugged and with the offer of a job or new ministry be entice to join this particular church . So that's all for me . 

And since this is the first post on this private blog , it basically a rumble of my life . from church life, ministry life to all things in this world . but it just not going to be a rumble but also things i feel that will be a blessing to others .

As always , i want this quote that is given to me in a  Song 


The greatest single cause of atheism in the world today is Christians: who acknowledge Jesus with their lips, walk out the door, and deny Him by their lifestyle. That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable.” Brennan Manning

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